It has been rough the last few days. I am an emotional wreck. I cry about everything...which is not me at all. Poor DH doesn't really know what to do or say. He just hugs me and tells me that we need to press on to get what we have dreamed of. I know what he is saying is the truth but it is just so hard.
I am tired of having surgery, I am tired of being poked by needles, I am tired of everyone else around me having babies but me!
I have been trying to eat healthy, and I am tired of that. I just want to be skinny again without the work. LOL!
I just want to go to bed, curl up and stay there for a week. Too bad I have to go to work, cause I have paid so much for IVF and the 4 frozen babies that I can't even use!!!! DAMN UTERUS!
About Me
- Karen's World
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- I have a wonderful little girl that is the light of my life from a previous marriage. I married my best friend that loves my daughter like his own. In 2005 I had a D&C to "restart" my cycle and to stop heavy painful periods. I wasn't aware that it would lead me to years of a different kind of pain. In 2007, I was diagnosed with Asherman's Syndrome. My uterus was flat as a pancake with webs of scar tissue. To date, I have had 11 surgeries and still fighting the disease.
My Two Loves
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